Because God won’t forget all the plans He’s made for me,
I have to wait an see.
He’s not finished with me yet.
I have ….PEACE! I just found out that one of my friends got back this week from 4 months in Costa Rica and there was that feeling again, the one that says, I need to go! But today I don’t feel the need to go to Africa. My prayer is not, “Lord, take me back to South Africa.” I don’t feel fear of forgetting good memories. I don’t feel fear of not keeping in touch with everyone. I know that those things are going to happen and today I just feel an overwhelming sense of, “God, I finally get it. I’m ready to go, and I know it’s going to be different, but I’m ready. I am Yours. Take me. Send me. Lead me. Use me.” [huge, HUGE, sigh of relief] God, I love you and now I see it clearly, …how could I ever doubt that you have only good things for me? I’m so excited for what God has for me. So, unbelievably ready and excited. I am anticipating, but happy to be HERE. Right here. Right now. This is good. God you are good.